Started 15.03.2007!
by a girl who is pretty grateful and has a lot more to learn on how to love! Including you, sweetiepie.
feat Kurt Hasley
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YIANN!
A girl looking for some love, yo! And who wants to spread some (:
She loves her parents,
her school but as usual, hates her work. Well there may be some exceptions afterall!
Remember the day
24 Oct 1993 because it'd come in handy and you know why! ♥
Click on DA GREAT'S name for more (;
♥ Bones
The Killers
♥ Break It Off
Rihanna ft. Sean Paul
♥ Grace Kelly
Mika
♥ High School Never Ends
Bowling For Soup
♥ It Ends Tonight
TAAR
♥ Just So You Know
Jesse McCartney
♥ Learning To Breathe
Nerina Pallot
♥ Lil' Star
Kelis Cee-lo
♥ Naive
The Kooks
♥ Runaway Love
Ludacris ft. Mary J. Blige
♥ She's Like The Wind
Lumidee Tony Sunshine
♥ Shine
Take That
♥ Sophia
Nerina Pallot
♥ Starlight
Muse
♥ The Sweet Escape
Gwen Stefani ft. Akon
♥ Video Killed The Radio Star
Presidents of the USA
♥ Way Back Into Love
Hugh Grant & Drew Barrymore
♥ What Goes Around Comes Around
Justin Timberlake
♥ When You Were Young
The Killers
1 To love and understand God more (:
2 To love my friends more
3 To be more appreciative of all around me
4 THOSE notebooks from SPAIN!
5 To stop murdering annoying insects
6 To get better at jewelry-making! ♥
SPEAK TO ME! :D
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♥ ♥ ♥
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I'm moving on, to a place of rewind
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MY XANGAAA!Labels: Changing
Ytill eternity
6:23 PM
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I want you and your beautiful soul
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helloooo.
My week has been a pretty screwed up one.
Much as I would not like to say such depressing things to myself, ughhh it just happens.
Apparently, Panadol became my good friend and my enemy.
I had the floooooo.
and one night (Wednesday) my nose just decided to keep running.
I sniffed every second.
The next morning, before I even got out of bed, I felt hot all over.
Then I still went to school cause it was in the morning and I was too groggy to take my temperature so I thought maybe what my dad said about me wrapping myself in a blanket that night caused it :/
Went to school, took my temperature and WHAM! It was going up by 0.2 degrees celsius every half and hourrr. I had to call my Dad and I waited in the rrreeeeaaallllllly cold General Office and since I was sick I felt like crap.
Dad took really long to come cause it was raining (great, it just HAD to be such a cold day too) and when I called him he had just reached the office. Took plenty of Panadols (that made my fever shoot up to 39+ but made my temperature come back down). My fever didn't want to go awayyy D:
Oh well am I glad I got sick (and in school I always tell myself I want to get sick so I deserve this) and got such a long rest (2 days) although they weren't under the best circumstances. I've been overworking (although I look so relaxed all the time) and I haven't been having enough sleep.
So that day when I came home, computer-sneaking was a NONO and even my usual nice comfy meals were avoided because I felt nauseatic and food-phobic (doesn't everybody, when they're sick, feel the same way?) and I just slept like a overweight pig deprived of a lifetime of sleep that I think I overproduced growth hormones in my deeeeeeppp sweeeeettt sleeeeeep and now I'm taller (I WISH) :D
Okay that's all the updates I can give because apparently I told my mom I would get off the com by 1.30 but I'm 10 minutes late :P
and I've got dumb Math to mess up my brains and generate a new fever.
My brother just finished my last green tea too :( BOO.
Oh Oh and my dumbest-ever dog was caught nipping (and almost eating!!!!) a dead bird in our garden yesterday. Who knows, it could have died of bird flu. I cannot believe the rate my dog is demoting his self-worth. WE HAVE DOG FOOD FOR HIM AND HE CHOOSES BIRD-FLUish BIRDS! I think my whole household is going insane. Including my family doctor cause we are his constant customers with the constant problems (:
Love,Yiann!
Labels: Anger, Animals, Health, Work
Ytill eternity
1:41 PM
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you got to let go before you receive again
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WILL YOU JUST GET OFF MY BACK OR FOR THAT MATTER, EVERYONE'S BACK AND STOP BLOODY COMPLAINING ABOUT WHAT COULD HAVE HAPPENED TO THE STRUCTURE YOU ^*%^%&^$%^#^%*&() AND STOP THINKING YOU ARE SOME STRUCTURE GOD BECAUSE WITHOUT YOU, WE WOULDN'T HAVE COME SO FAR, BUT WITHOUT US, YOU WOULDN'T HAVE EITHER SO GET A LIFE YOU 689678 896896895.
I'm sorry but I've been crying like shit lately and no one seems to bother. Namely some people who are supposedly my friends. I NEED A NEW GROUP OF FRIENDS AND I MEAN IT. FRIENDS WHO TALK AND LISTEN LIKE GLADYS DOES. FRIENDS WHO UNDERSTAND AND EMPHATISE. NOT THOSE WHO COMPLAIN LIKE SHIT WHEN EVERYONE ELSE IS AS TIRED AS HERSELF.
BLOODY HELL.
I think I should work hard and transfer to NJC IP cause girls are such a bother sometimes. Like those 100% girls who whine and cry.
I TELL YOU I CANNOT STAND HER 789689 89768968968963489563489.
Okay I'm really sorry about the emotional post and everything but the moment I stepped into the car and started talking about BLABLABLA, I started crying and couldn't stop until after 45 minutes. CREDITS GO TO THEODORE LA for being such a nice random person to make me chat more than cry!
I really appreciate people like that (:
Curses to those who make me cry for so long.
DEAR GOD BLESS THEIR POOR SOULS.
Labels: Anger, Moods
Ytill eternity
7:40 PM
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i think you're still worth the wait
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Listen up yo, cause this is it.I didn't sleep last night to finish a book (well I did doze off at some points due to the lack of eyelid muscles) ! It's a miracle. The last time I almost went without sleep was when I was reading a hilarious romance novel (: This time it's a romance novel too ( which I obviously couldn't put down due to it's very alluring storyline which makes a person pissed and happy at the same time, you know what I mean right [; )
It's called
Where Rainbows End. Oh man it was so nice and sweet but at times I got so fed up with the characters because they never knew what on earth they were doing. They're super annoying but that's what makes me read on- to see how they clear up their mess.
ANYWAYYY,
I'm sorry I haven't had the time to update. When other people are receiving new pieces of homework, I'm doing my very overdue pieces. That's how great and wonderful a procrastinator I am. Well I did observe I'm improving compared to my very pathetic history of being scolded and scolded and scolded for all the wrong and you-know-what reasons.
I'm changing, I'm changing!!
At least I'm learning how to read books that have 500-600 pages (hey who cares if they're romance novels, they're still books that are superb and I bet you've laid your hands on many of them!!).
The week has been tedious with all the rushing of completing my really overdue homework and all those tiring choir practices. Well this week wasn't that bad too because today I actually finally get a day-off and it's GOOD FRIDAY!! I missed the church part though.
I dropped dead on my bed after the whole 'book marathon' thing from my obvious fatigue and slept till the sun rose halfway up the sky. Surprisingly, I'm not very tired now.
I think I need to readjust my sleeping clock. I've been sleeping in the range of 11.30pm-1am and forced to wake up at 5.45am just for school. So yes, it's affecting the production of my growth hormones!!! I think I'm not growing anymore D: It can't be! I want to reach at least 1.65m before I stop!!! If possible 1.7m!! So that I'll never have to wear those dumb high heels that make women shake their butts so much because it hurts (and they actually enjoy it?!). All in the name of vanity. Tsktsk.
But I do agree high heels look awesome on women. Maybe only those WHO HAVE the assets to shake around. Woe be onto me! I have not such bomboms to be shaken around. It's sad but who cares. Not like I want to anyway ;D
HOPE YOU ARE VERY MUCH SATIFIED WITH THIS LONGGGGG explanation to why I was missing-in-action for THAT long!
All my love,Yiann!
Labels: CCA, Changing, Work
Ytill eternity
4:21 PM
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I am not afraid to keep on living
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Here I am to worship Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that you're my God
You're altogether lovely Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me
I'll never know how much it took
To see my sin upon that cross
I'll never know how much it took
To see my sin upon that cross Hello, yes, I am finally back.
After weeks of trying to find myself and pull myself together again, I think I've accomplished what I set out to. At least, I know I'm making progress and I shouldn't stop anytime soon. I realised what I wanted to be :D
So now I'm frantically trying to pick up the pieces after that talk to all the parents and students about streaming stuff. I'm trying to ACEACEACE my math! Yes, I do adore and detest it so much and changed my mind about it so many times that I've lost count. However, I've made up my mind to work really hard to do well in everything (well my history still ultimately sucks D:) so as to ensure a place in the double science stream (for the sake of ARCHITECTURE)! I want to do physics, chemistry, history and lit. Well according to my logic, I shouldn't take history because I just do not have a flair for it. But I love it soooooo. Even though I only have one reason to love it that much. Which is the fact that it teaches me a lot of stuff and lets me learn from the mistakes from others' past. So that leaves me with geography to pick (for very valid and practical reasons) but I haven't really been getting grades up to my expectations. I'm in a dilemma :( Well all I can say now is I'm back on track towards the race for THAT place in my desired stream. If you're wondering: Don't you want to do triple science? The answer is no. And again, for very practical reasons which are- laziness and overall ability to cope with 9 subjects. I'm not like one of those UP there who think at the speed of lightning and have the wit of a million monkeys (who are desperate for fooood). I know I'm making weird analogies, but all I wanted to say was: I'm doing really fine, and I've found my way back to the road of competitiveness.
Maybe all it took was a question of: What do I really want to do next time and how am I going to reach that goal? That really woke me up and made me think of where I am now and how can I get from here to there.
Work has really been draining away my very much beloved sleep, but I do believe everything happens for a reason and that at the end, God wants to lead you to the road of well-being and not a road that will break you so bad. Afterall, challenges are there to make you grow and fools are there to make you realise you never want to be like them and want to be so much more.
I'm glad I finally found the time to type my whole month's summary of how I was doing so far. It made me think a little more than I was a few moments before and made me realise how precious every moment is because before you know it, you're 10 years older with wrinkles.
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Today mom's cell group came over. And they sang that lovely Christian song above. I sang along in the study room (they were outside and the door was closed so they heard no nothing ;D) and I thoroughly enjoyed singing something else besides the 3 Choir SYF songs which we've been singing since forever. It was pretty spiritual and relaxing too. Maybe cell group meetings held here aren't so bad after all, huh? (; Although the 20-strong group makes quite some noise considering that they are aunties and uncles :D refined ones though, so it reduced the burden on my ears!
Really have to thank God for all that's happened and all that's not happened to me.
TGIF and I love my God!
Love,
A very inspired-to-study-just-to-become-an-architect Yiann.
Labels: CCA, Changing, Religion, Work
Ytill eternity
8:31 PM
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A refreshing start, a mended heart
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Well well.
Now for the nice big announcement of today!
MY BLOGSHOP HAS MOVED!
The Jeweller's Abode
Do patronise it! :)
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Ytill eternity
6:00 PM
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Life is great when you have that special one
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I am referring to God :D
Well obviously, I'm not very religious YET.
But I'm slowly learning how to count my blessings and I find that God is more of a teacher than a Father to me. Maybe it's because I already have a father. But God has moulded me! YAY!
Well you can compare me now, to my primary school days.
I am in a really seriously gu niang school now.
Which has it's good points and bad points.
And I shall violently not pick up the bad points :D
Well I'm not very capable of being very violent after going into my gu niang school, am I.
That leads me to my conclusion (:
(Obviously, I will not lie because I'm trying to be holy in the post ;D)
I am more polite now.
I am more... grateful now!
Well that's 2 good points I can actually safely say are true about me now, compared to me in my primary school.
Some reflection time:
What about you? (:
Labels: Changing
Ytill eternity
5:54 PM
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Your advancements, they suffocate me.
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WHO THE HELL IS THAT PERSON WHO KEEPS SMOKING OUTSIDE MY HOUSE EVERYDAY!!
It is private property mind you so get lost and respect other people's wishes and choices to stay healthy unlike you, you bjkdbuibgjk ingrate.
ANYWAY.
I MADE A NEW BRACELET TODAY! AND I LOVE IT! Go check it out (:
BLINGBLINGBANG.BGSPT.COMLOVE YOU!
Labels: BlingBlingBang, Smokers
Ytill eternity
1:46 PM
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Filled with hate, it burst.
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I want to sleep so bad.
But somehow I've got no mood to sleep.
And I just figured I'm the weirdest person ever!
I actually need a MOOD to sleep.
Hurhur (:
Here's a cheeky photo!
An ugly duckling has made waves on a farm after being born with four legs.
A rare mutation has left eight-day-old Stumpy with two extra legs behind the two he moves around on.
I think I'm pretty pathetic if I say the chick's cheeky!!
Poor thing :(
Don't have nightmares of mutated chicks yea ;D
'Cause I'm sure I might have some :(
I'm very nightmare prone these days :[
LOVE YOU!
Labels: Animals, Moods
Ytill eternity
1:35 AM
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Those eyes, crumbled in depression
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HELLOOOO. THIS IS MY FIRST!!
Funny huh. I can actually stay up to 1am to do some blogskin! I mean, edit one.
I can't believe I have such perseverance towards such activities which my dad would label dumb or passive.
Speaking of DAD, haha he's off to Thailand with Mom! On a sweeeeeeet honeymoon.
And they smartly just had to leave me out, a lonely, sad, good girl :(
AND I FOUND OUT A WAY ON HOW TO KNOW THE SONG TITLES CURRENTLY PLAYING ON 98.7FM! (No, it isn't the way they suggested through the radio.)
Ain't I the greatest genius after Einstein :D
I am currently super angry with Livejournal. I see so many pretty skins on this community called TILLYNESS and I just CANNOT find a way to decipher how to use them, with this ant-sized brain of mine. It gets so frustrating!! :(
Well well, technology turns out to be a curse than a blessing afterall.
I am dead beat after about 3-4 hours of sitting in front of the screen and going peeved and happy and peeved all over again. It takes a lot of energy to keep doing that you know!
So now I need my coveted rest. Ohhh, the beauty sleep!
HERE I COME!
*Dives into her quilt blanket like a superbly deprived ant*
Hold on. OH CRAP I HAVE LIKE tuition tomorrow. HIGHER CHINESE tuition.
Then there's OM. The waste-of-my-time-and-a-dread-to-everyone OM.
That basically sums up my tomorrow. And work sums up my other tomorrows to come.
God save the ant over here, yo.
Nevertheless,
LOVE YOU!
P.S. wish me luck!
Labels: Blogskins, Parents, Technology
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12:57 AM
